Tuesday, June 22, 2010
55 or 56 Candles...
I thought my Dad turned 55 today. Oops. He said, "I read your Facebook status. I'm 56, Julie." Oops. Joe Mark Adams turns 56 today. I just toasted him on Father's Day so today I just say, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I don't even think he has wrinkles? And he thinks gray hair is George Clooneyish. His skin is a beautiful dark brown and his eyes are a bright green. He's pretty spiffy. 56 is the new 21, right?
The River
I love floating the river! Nick and I met everyone in New Braunfels at this amazing little house on Friday night. There were about 20 of us. We first went to the GristMill which was so cool because it is next to Gruene Hall, the oldest dance hall in Texas. I roamed around watching the dancers and listening to the music. The next morning we all got up early and ate Gian Carlo's chefmatic breakfast and were ready to hit the river. There were so many neat people with us. Nick's best friend, Tony and his girlfriend, Katie have the neatest group. There were people there from Russia, Sri Lanka, Katie is from England and Gian Carlo I mentioned before is from Italy! I always learn so much from them. The river is still in flood mode so there was a lot of destruction on the sides. It was pretty sad. The float lasted five hours and the water sure was cold so by five hours I was ready to go! I loved the peacefulness of floating and just hanging out though. When we got back we just hung out on the deck for hours talking to everyone. That is the way I love to spend summer nights! Nick and I got up early the next day and went to The Oasis in Austin for lunch. It had gorgeous views!!! We had such a nice time with good friends.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Happy Father's Day
I leave in an hour to make my way to the river. It seems a bit college-ish to float the river, but in all reality it's an escape from just that - reality. I don't know how to relax, but when I go to the river it's cool and just fun and everyone is really neat. Last time we went we had a group filled with people from England, Russia, Mexico and Germany... we go with Nick's best friend, Tony and his group from Houston and they have a lot of friends from different places.
Needless to say... I won't be in front of my computer for Father's Day.
My Dad and I have been through so much and I have written about it and could write about it for days. He is one of my best friends. He is my hero. He is amazing. He has been eating right lately and making me smile even. Dad shows me what it means to work hard and reap the awards. He is a great leader and a good hearted Christian man. He has a wild streak deep inside him which I see glimpses of at times. Growing up Dad and I would make Mom laugh and annoy her with our crazy antics. He gave me piggy back rides and told me bedtime stories. He had a quick temper so I was a good little girl! He hated all boys I brought home! He wrote me a letter one time in 7th grade when I didn't have a date to the football game and made me laugh by acting like a little kid who said I was cute! Mom and I were very close as gals, but I was always my Dad's little girl. After Mom passed away it was hard for us to figure out how to make it without her. We were a three legged family and without her we didn't have a huge part of our system. We were a family that did everything together and without her it seemed impossible at that time. As the days passed and as God looked down upon us we learned how to walk again and how to live. We learned to be friends and to be supportive of one another. I remember as a freshman in college before Mom passed that I began to see my parents more as friends than parents. It just happens as you grow up and learn they are normal and we all turn into them!!! It has been a tough journey at times! I thank God for blessing me to not only be a part of the Adams lineage of amazing men like my own Dad, but for letting me be the daughter of Joe Mark Adams.
Needless to say... I won't be in front of my computer for Father's Day.
My Dad and I have been through so much and I have written about it and could write about it for days. He is one of my best friends. He is my hero. He is amazing. He has been eating right lately and making me smile even. Dad shows me what it means to work hard and reap the awards. He is a great leader and a good hearted Christian man. He has a wild streak deep inside him which I see glimpses of at times. Growing up Dad and I would make Mom laugh and annoy her with our crazy antics. He gave me piggy back rides and told me bedtime stories. He had a quick temper so I was a good little girl! He hated all boys I brought home! He wrote me a letter one time in 7th grade when I didn't have a date to the football game and made me laugh by acting like a little kid who said I was cute! Mom and I were very close as gals, but I was always my Dad's little girl. After Mom passed away it was hard for us to figure out how to make it without her. We were a three legged family and without her we didn't have a huge part of our system. We were a family that did everything together and without her it seemed impossible at that time. As the days passed and as God looked down upon us we learned how to walk again and how to live. We learned to be friends and to be supportive of one another. I remember as a freshman in college before Mom passed that I began to see my parents more as friends than parents. It just happens as you grow up and learn they are normal and we all turn into them!!! It has been a tough journey at times! I thank God for blessing me to not only be a part of the Adams lineage of amazing men like my own Dad, but for letting me be the daughter of Joe Mark Adams.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
West Texas Visit
I've been in the land of oil the past few days. I seriously never noticed how many pumpjacks are in West Texas until this weekend and I desperately want to take a picture of one with the sun setting in the background and frame it for my Dad.
I flew to Midland Thursday night so homesick and ready for a dose of Adams family fun. My dose of good hearted medicine has somehow lead me to a drainage and coughing excursion now, but that always happens when I come home... atleast the good hearted part of the medicine works!!! Friday I jetted over to Big Spring anxious for an exciting day in my hometown. I went to eat lunch with Vicki and Stephanie at the Chamber and had a good ole time. The Stewarts are my second family and Teffy is my sister and it was so wonderful to get to visit with them. After that I rode around town a little just looking at the sites. They have some new places and some things are growing, but overall the town is drifting away. I drove down my old street happy to see my house looking good. I wanted to go in and look around, but decided nah it's not the same. My old neighbors were outside so I went to chat with Joe and Frankie. They pulled out pictures of the grandkids and we caught up. Then I headed to the cemetery. Mom's grave has never been my favorite as I want it to be more, but I stood over hers for a minute. I know she is not there. I wanted to find Sarah's to bring some closure so I roamed around... but, I could not find it. Her dad said they put a solar light on it so she wouldn't be alone... I found old friends from growing up that passed away... Derek Churchwell, Michael Pearson, Albert Carrillo, Kenny Richardson, Meagan Stanley, Antwoyne Edwards... but... no Sarah. This upset me because I thought maybe visiting her grave would stop the nightmares. It was very hot out there so I didn't stay too long... Then I headed to Coahoma... I got to meet Chandra's new baby doll, Landry. She is so tiny and perfect. Chandra has been my best friend since we were four... We got to have a great talk and hang with lil Landry. Chandra's husband came in from the farm and we got to visit with him, too. Perfect time.
When I got back to Midland the storm clouds were rolling in, but we had my Dad and Brenda's company picnic at the Rockhounds baseball game so I met Dad and we went to meet up with everyone. My niece, Aaliyah and nephews, Malachi and Xander are adorable. They are growing up. Malachi was chasing the little girls and they gave Xander a kiss on the cheek because he is one of the cutest little boys in the world. We all ate and hung out. It was such a perfect summer night. We didn't watch the game, but that was fine with me.
Saturday we headed to Stanton Trade Days. It was a blast. So many neat things... Brenda and I bought a few things. We roamed around, enjoyed the music and I got an old fashioned root beer float. Dad and Brenda didn't help me in my healthy eating this weekend with all the goodies... but, seriously, they have been eating well and Dad has lost a good amount of weight. They cheat on weekends, but he looks so good. It just warms my heart because it was a constant worry of mine for his health. I am beyond proud of him. After this Dad and I went to Snyder to see Grandmommy. She turns 83 next week. It doesn't seem old to me, but she seems to think so. She gave me a big thing of family history... more on how that came about later... She, too, is a Daughter of the Revolution so now I have that on both sides... how cool!!! She was the baby of her family and her parents were quite old when they had her, but it's neat to hear what she remembers of them and her other family. We shared stories and just talked for a long time. It's always so refreshing to see my grandmother. She is such a special lady and reminds me so much of being in the room with my mom.
Brenda had cooked us a great meal of chicken and salad when we got back and she had a surprise for Dad... His birthday is next week so she cooked his favorite Almond Joy cake and I wrapped the gift I got him for his new motorcycle... They took me for a ride on their motorcycles through town. I was scared as Dad didn't wear his helmet... but, he thinks he is an old pro. I rode with Brenda. It was so much fun just enjoying the wind and seeing the night sky. I was just in awe at the freedom.
When we got back I dived back into the Adams Family heritage book. I got some information last week about Granny Gert (my great grandmother) and her family history. It was so interesting as her dad was a very wealthy man back in his day, but he had 14 children and four wives as they kept dying... women died a lot back then... It went back to the 1700s and I got to read about them. Gert married Joe Brown Adams and I already had that heritage book here at the house. I love reading all the stories... It goes back to the late 1700s. All stemming from my great great great grandfather. There is a family cemetery in Georgia and Tennessee... it'd be neat to see it one day. We are true Southerners and I'm proud of that! There are many veterans of the Revolutionary and Civil War - even some fighting for the North! It's bewildering to read how life and technology have changed our lives so much. Living in that day seemed so simple and beautiful, but so very hard as you began working and learning the farm and such at a very young age. Women had fourteen children and that was just normal... golly geez. It makes me want to know more that I don't have any idea about following Dad's mom and Mom's dad... Mom's dad had to change his name in the Navy because they misspelled it so they told him it was better to legally change it to Boles from Bolles. Dad's mom was a Sheridan and I believe related to some famous war folks and named after an Indian woman, but that's as far as I know. So interesting to know our heritage.
On another note Nick began his dream job working for the Corporate wing of StubHub. He is loving every minute. His office is downtown, he gets the chance to attend every concert and sporting event out there, he loves his co workers... Gosh, he deserves it. I am so happy for him.
Next weekend we are going to the river... It seems we never stop... and I love it. I've enjoyed every second of my time at home. West Texas is so special to me and coming here is an escape. I love hanging out with my Dad and just talking with him. He's stubborn like me and very strict in his thoughts. He's loving and has so much wisdom. Brenda has been great and I always enjoy talking to her. I fly back tonight and hit the real world once again... well, for a few days until my next escape!!!
I flew to Midland Thursday night so homesick and ready for a dose of Adams family fun. My dose of good hearted medicine has somehow lead me to a drainage and coughing excursion now, but that always happens when I come home... atleast the good hearted part of the medicine works!!! Friday I jetted over to Big Spring anxious for an exciting day in my hometown. I went to eat lunch with Vicki and Stephanie at the Chamber and had a good ole time. The Stewarts are my second family and Teffy is my sister and it was so wonderful to get to visit with them. After that I rode around town a little just looking at the sites. They have some new places and some things are growing, but overall the town is drifting away. I drove down my old street happy to see my house looking good. I wanted to go in and look around, but decided nah it's not the same. My old neighbors were outside so I went to chat with Joe and Frankie. They pulled out pictures of the grandkids and we caught up. Then I headed to the cemetery. Mom's grave has never been my favorite as I want it to be more, but I stood over hers for a minute. I know she is not there. I wanted to find Sarah's to bring some closure so I roamed around... but, I could not find it. Her dad said they put a solar light on it so she wouldn't be alone... I found old friends from growing up that passed away... Derek Churchwell, Michael Pearson, Albert Carrillo, Kenny Richardson, Meagan Stanley, Antwoyne Edwards... but... no Sarah. This upset me because I thought maybe visiting her grave would stop the nightmares. It was very hot out there so I didn't stay too long... Then I headed to Coahoma... I got to meet Chandra's new baby doll, Landry. She is so tiny and perfect. Chandra has been my best friend since we were four... We got to have a great talk and hang with lil Landry. Chandra's husband came in from the farm and we got to visit with him, too. Perfect time.
When I got back to Midland the storm clouds were rolling in, but we had my Dad and Brenda's company picnic at the Rockhounds baseball game so I met Dad and we went to meet up with everyone. My niece, Aaliyah and nephews, Malachi and Xander are adorable. They are growing up. Malachi was chasing the little girls and they gave Xander a kiss on the cheek because he is one of the cutest little boys in the world. We all ate and hung out. It was such a perfect summer night. We didn't watch the game, but that was fine with me.
Saturday we headed to Stanton Trade Days. It was a blast. So many neat things... Brenda and I bought a few things. We roamed around, enjoyed the music and I got an old fashioned root beer float. Dad and Brenda didn't help me in my healthy eating this weekend with all the goodies... but, seriously, they have been eating well and Dad has lost a good amount of weight. They cheat on weekends, but he looks so good. It just warms my heart because it was a constant worry of mine for his health. I am beyond proud of him. After this Dad and I went to Snyder to see Grandmommy. She turns 83 next week. It doesn't seem old to me, but she seems to think so. She gave me a big thing of family history... more on how that came about later... She, too, is a Daughter of the Revolution so now I have that on both sides... how cool!!! She was the baby of her family and her parents were quite old when they had her, but it's neat to hear what she remembers of them and her other family. We shared stories and just talked for a long time. It's always so refreshing to see my grandmother. She is such a special lady and reminds me so much of being in the room with my mom.
Brenda had cooked us a great meal of chicken and salad when we got back and she had a surprise for Dad... His birthday is next week so she cooked his favorite Almond Joy cake and I wrapped the gift I got him for his new motorcycle... They took me for a ride on their motorcycles through town. I was scared as Dad didn't wear his helmet... but, he thinks he is an old pro. I rode with Brenda. It was so much fun just enjoying the wind and seeing the night sky. I was just in awe at the freedom.
When we got back I dived back into the Adams Family heritage book. I got some information last week about Granny Gert (my great grandmother) and her family history. It was so interesting as her dad was a very wealthy man back in his day, but he had 14 children and four wives as they kept dying... women died a lot back then... It went back to the 1700s and I got to read about them. Gert married Joe Brown Adams and I already had that heritage book here at the house. I love reading all the stories... It goes back to the late 1700s. All stemming from my great great great grandfather. There is a family cemetery in Georgia and Tennessee... it'd be neat to see it one day. We are true Southerners and I'm proud of that! There are many veterans of the Revolutionary and Civil War - even some fighting for the North! It's bewildering to read how life and technology have changed our lives so much. Living in that day seemed so simple and beautiful, but so very hard as you began working and learning the farm and such at a very young age. Women had fourteen children and that was just normal... golly geez. It makes me want to know more that I don't have any idea about following Dad's mom and Mom's dad... Mom's dad had to change his name in the Navy because they misspelled it so they told him it was better to legally change it to Boles from Bolles. Dad's mom was a Sheridan and I believe related to some famous war folks and named after an Indian woman, but that's as far as I know. So interesting to know our heritage.
On another note Nick began his dream job working for the Corporate wing of StubHub. He is loving every minute. His office is downtown, he gets the chance to attend every concert and sporting event out there, he loves his co workers... Gosh, he deserves it. I am so happy for him.
Next weekend we are going to the river... It seems we never stop... and I love it. I've enjoyed every second of my time at home. West Texas is so special to me and coming here is an escape. I love hanging out with my Dad and just talking with him. He's stubborn like me and very strict in his thoughts. He's loving and has so much wisdom. Brenda has been great and I always enjoy talking to her. I fly back tonight and hit the real world once again... well, for a few days until my next escape!!!
Monday, May 31, 2010
Stars and Stripes
I'm so tired that I'm not sure I can make any sense... Today rounds up a wonderful Memorial Day Weekend. I love sunshine and the rays made me quite happy this weekend. Tony and Mike came down so we could go on the boat all weekend... The first day the boys, Jana, Brittney, Blake & Melissa all hopped on... We had a blast jetting around all day. Jana, Britt and I chilled in the party cove area for quite a while then we all took turns skiing and kneeboarding. It was just such a wonderful time on the lake.
Sunday Sarah Cohen and I waited on the dock for about an hour... while we waited for the guys we were watching the firemen all around a young girl on a boat who has popped her hip out of place while tubing. She was screaming a lot... they gave her a shot to get her on the stretcher. Why were we waiting an hour? Finally got a call from Nick at the pier there was something wrong with the boat... Poor Cohen was so excited with her two wakeboards in hand.... So our day was not to be on the lake. Cohen and I decided we'd still make the most of it so we went to The Village pool party. It felt like we were at Spring Break. It was so crowded with fun music and dancing. We met up with two of Cohen's friends and hung with them the rest of the night just enjoying life at the pool.
So this morning I crammed a lot of sunshine in the day to make up for yesterday! I chilled at Nick's brother's pool and swam around with him for a while then picked Nick up and we went to Sarah (Cohen) and Richard's house. They have this house in the back of their main house called the Man Cave! It was so much fun! Their house is so modern and neat... I just love it... I am not that "modern" with my design... Their art is all strange and abstract and the floors are all tiled... It's a metro house built in the 60s... so Cohen. We watched TV and ate brisket over there until night... Too much fun!!!
I don't have any pictures because I am bad. I left my camera and we never took Jana's out for some reason.
I'm not too exciting, but I'm pretty sleepy! Since it's Memorial Day I must give props to my veterans. I am very proud that one of my grandfathers was a decorated war hero with a Bronze Star and two purple hearts. He was a true hero of WWII and he was so very proud of it. My other grandfather was a hero of the Navy in WWII. The troops are such brave people to leave their families and fight for our country. So much of the time I take for granted the stars and stripes, but they truly respect what we stand for and they know why our ancestors fought for our freedom. The job they do and the people they are should touch us Americans on a daily basis. My grandfathers raised my mom and dad to be the type of people that come from such a hero... They raised them with morals and beliefs they learned while in training to be men... this will reach into each generation. I am in utter amazement at what the men and women in our military today and yesterday do for our country while I sit back enjoying time at the lake and swimming in the bright sunshine. Now... that is what Memorial Day is about... I sometimes forget it isn't that bright sunshine, but it's about honor, pride and the stars and stripes of our American soldiers.
Sunday Sarah Cohen and I waited on the dock for about an hour... while we waited for the guys we were watching the firemen all around a young girl on a boat who has popped her hip out of place while tubing. She was screaming a lot... they gave her a shot to get her on the stretcher. Why were we waiting an hour? Finally got a call from Nick at the pier there was something wrong with the boat... Poor Cohen was so excited with her two wakeboards in hand.... So our day was not to be on the lake. Cohen and I decided we'd still make the most of it so we went to The Village pool party. It felt like we were at Spring Break. It was so crowded with fun music and dancing. We met up with two of Cohen's friends and hung with them the rest of the night just enjoying life at the pool.
So this morning I crammed a lot of sunshine in the day to make up for yesterday! I chilled at Nick's brother's pool and swam around with him for a while then picked Nick up and we went to Sarah (Cohen) and Richard's house. They have this house in the back of their main house called the Man Cave! It was so much fun! Their house is so modern and neat... I just love it... I am not that "modern" with my design... Their art is all strange and abstract and the floors are all tiled... It's a metro house built in the 60s... so Cohen. We watched TV and ate brisket over there until night... Too much fun!!!
I don't have any pictures because I am bad. I left my camera and we never took Jana's out for some reason.
I'm not too exciting, but I'm pretty sleepy! Since it's Memorial Day I must give props to my veterans. I am very proud that one of my grandfathers was a decorated war hero with a Bronze Star and two purple hearts. He was a true hero of WWII and he was so very proud of it. My other grandfather was a hero of the Navy in WWII. The troops are such brave people to leave their families and fight for our country. So much of the time I take for granted the stars and stripes, but they truly respect what we stand for and they know why our ancestors fought for our freedom. The job they do and the people they are should touch us Americans on a daily basis. My grandfathers raised my mom and dad to be the type of people that come from such a hero... They raised them with morals and beliefs they learned while in training to be men... this will reach into each generation. I am in utter amazement at what the men and women in our military today and yesterday do for our country while I sit back enjoying time at the lake and swimming in the bright sunshine. Now... that is what Memorial Day is about... I sometimes forget it isn't that bright sunshine, but it's about honor, pride and the stars and stripes of our American soldiers.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Our Trip To Bradenton Beach
I sat back in the sand and thought I was in paradise. This was my Heaven.
Nick and I flew to Ft. Myers to Bradenton Beach this past weekend for a little vacation. It was really my first big trip by myself. Sure in college you have New York, South Padre and Cabo... but, that was all funded by the parents and it was not just me on my own in a sense. Nick and I didn't have much of a schedule... we just went.
The first night we flew in pretty late so we ate at a little beach cafe. I had the calamari and Nick had a salad. We weren't impressed... but, that's okay. We were impressed by the sunset on the beach. That made it worthwhile. We took a long walk on the dark beach before bed.
We got up early Sunday morning and began our planning. We decided to rent segways and jet around downtown Bradenton Beach. Of course... we layed in the sun first!!! The segways were really neat. We played for about an hour on them and toured the beaches and went alongside the shops. That night we cooked our own dinner and sat on the beach to watch the sunset.
Monday we decided to get up and rent a jetski. We wanted to jetski in the ocean for some reason. We had such a fun time. It was wild with the waves and you could go really fast through the bright blue water. After that we made the trek back to our part of the beach and just chilled in the sunshine. We swam out to a sandbar and enjoyed the waves as well. I even got to bury Nick in the sand. I liked that! We were in the sun entirely too long... so we took a nap. That night we went out to eat at a nice restaurant on the beach to sit outside and enjoy some good seafood. It was amazing! We then went down the street to try some homemade ice cream. Yummy! Everything in this town was not chain and I loved that part of it. We then went down to the beach to watch the sunset for the last time. It was getting a bit chilly so after it sat and we talked for a while we went back to the room and watched TV because we are cool like that.
We were sure sunburnt that night. I could barely sleep. I woke up with my lips HUGE sunburned... hey, I have big lips. It has turned to tan by now... but, ouch.
We had a really nice time on the beach. I truly love the beach. God's creations are everywhere. The water, the sand, the sun... Truly breathtaking.
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Sunshine Update
So much is going on in the world that each little thing doesn't seem quite important to write about so I am here to shuffle it all into an update.
Life has been pretty neato lately. Nothing insane. Just the same.
Nick and I are flying to Florida this weekend for a little vacation! We are so excited! We don't really have plans... We will just go and figure it out along the way. I just want to enjoy the beach mainly. Stick me on a beach and I am happy as a lark!!! If it rains we will enjoy our time inside and shop!!!
Chandra is giving birth to my "niece" Landry Michelle tomorrow!!! She is so excited and I am just elated for she and Michael. More to come on that... I am quite sure!
Today is ten years since I graduated high school. Wow. I could write an entire blog on this one. Life in ten years is just insane. We go through so much in that time. We just grow up so much. But, that day seriously seems like yesterday. I can remember so many details of it! My Dad wrote me an e-mail that day telling me to look around at my class because after Graduation you become sand in the wind. He was correct. I am close to my best friends, of course, but so many just blow to so many different places on different journeys.
We are working on our Memorial Day plans. Nick thinks so many people want to go out on the boat he will have to split it into three days of boatdom. Okay... fine with me! He has even rationed who I can and cannot invite... because if you put it in my hands I invite the entire world trying to be kind! Then for June the weekends I do not work are already booked...
I am flying home June 11th... I haven't been to West Texas since Christmas. I am desperately homesick. Seriously. I am going to rent a car and drive over to Big Spring to visit Chandra and the new baby, see a few old friends and visit the cemetery. My dreams about Sarah must need closure. I need to see it and know she is gone in order to maybe... just maybe... stop the nightmares. And visit Mom's grave. I hate not going to West Texas for long periods of time! Nick is being serious about us possibly moving to Lubbock in a year or two. I think I'm on board totally.
Then the next weekend we are floating the river in New Braunfels. I am missing my family reunion for it. That makes me a little sick, but I have done the pros and cons over and over again. I was truly happy on the last river trip and I liked that feeling. Being with my extended family at the reunion is a feeling of total love, but I'm stuck in the middle of the teenagers and the old people so it's also strange at times.
We will round it out with a big trip to Horseshoe Bay for Blair and Lauren's wedding. I'm reading it so I'm excited... but, more excited to see two of my friends since childhood get married!!!
There is my update. Nothing crazy. Just happy for the sunshine!
Life has been pretty neato lately. Nothing insane. Just the same.
Nick and I are flying to Florida this weekend for a little vacation! We are so excited! We don't really have plans... We will just go and figure it out along the way. I just want to enjoy the beach mainly. Stick me on a beach and I am happy as a lark!!! If it rains we will enjoy our time inside and shop!!!
Chandra is giving birth to my "niece" Landry Michelle tomorrow!!! She is so excited and I am just elated for she and Michael. More to come on that... I am quite sure!
Today is ten years since I graduated high school. Wow. I could write an entire blog on this one. Life in ten years is just insane. We go through so much in that time. We just grow up so much. But, that day seriously seems like yesterday. I can remember so many details of it! My Dad wrote me an e-mail that day telling me to look around at my class because after Graduation you become sand in the wind. He was correct. I am close to my best friends, of course, but so many just blow to so many different places on different journeys.
We are working on our Memorial Day plans. Nick thinks so many people want to go out on the boat he will have to split it into three days of boatdom. Okay... fine with me! He has even rationed who I can and cannot invite... because if you put it in my hands I invite the entire world trying to be kind! Then for June the weekends I do not work are already booked...
I am flying home June 11th... I haven't been to West Texas since Christmas. I am desperately homesick. Seriously. I am going to rent a car and drive over to Big Spring to visit Chandra and the new baby, see a few old friends and visit the cemetery. My dreams about Sarah must need closure. I need to see it and know she is gone in order to maybe... just maybe... stop the nightmares. And visit Mom's grave. I hate not going to West Texas for long periods of time! Nick is being serious about us possibly moving to Lubbock in a year or two. I think I'm on board totally.
Then the next weekend we are floating the river in New Braunfels. I am missing my family reunion for it. That makes me a little sick, but I have done the pros and cons over and over again. I was truly happy on the last river trip and I liked that feeling. Being with my extended family at the reunion is a feeling of total love, but I'm stuck in the middle of the teenagers and the old people so it's also strange at times.
We will round it out with a big trip to Horseshoe Bay for Blair and Lauren's wedding. I'm reading it so I'm excited... but, more excited to see two of my friends since childhood get married!!!
There is my update. Nothing crazy. Just happy for the sunshine!
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